I don’t know if I can do this.  Teach and go to grad school and just doing it constantly day after day after day.  the stress of bills, and work, and grades, and getting it all done and laundry, and it all.  i want to scream. but it won’t do any good and i know it.  I know that i am not in charge but most days i feel like i have to do it all.  i want to garden and write and sew and crochet and bake and cook… but i can’t do any of that.  how i wish i could change everything.  change it all. 

What a shock this past week ~ back to work and back to grad school.  I have a ton of reading every week for my class and there is a lot to do for work as well.  It is one day at a time here and I am hopeful that somewhere between now and March we get a HUGE snowstorm so I can stay home and read and write and play catch up.  But it is 60 degrees here and I am now hopeful for spring and the garden and what is to come!  Emmie is graduating in May and Sarah is getting married in October.  2013 is going to be a busy busy year.  I am also job searching in nursing again, would like to get back into hospice.  Not sure what will happen and am praying for guidance. blessings to all!!